“Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding.”
— Proverbs 3:5 · NIV
Leaning is what you do when you're tired. And the thing you lean on when you're tired is the thing you actually trust. Your own understanding is good — God gave it to you — but it's a load-bearing wall you built yourself, and it isn't rated for this. Lean somewhere older and stronger today.
Father, I don't understand this. I'm trusting You with it anyway.